People said it's not easy to struggle between both sides.

Be it work and studies or family and work.

Or even partners and friends.

Why can't we have the best of both worlds in real life?

I really thought i can do it. I am able to please everyone

But turned out it's very hard to please everyone at the same time.

I tried to make everyone happy but yet i don't know whether i am happy anot.

I just want to be the old me. The silly and cheerful me.

But nowadays i tend to get emotional and sensitive easily.

Haiz.

I really thought you will understand.

Or is it i don't understand you anymore.....?